Good Day everyone! I decided to come back for more update after a msg from a little sweetie telling me to update my blog often haha. Sure, sure, I promise to update often as and when I can alright! My macbook is down thus I could only use my windows to update but I'm so lazy as most of the pictures etc are stored inside my Mac. Oh well, have been super busy with work and of course preparing my solemnization.

Shall do a quick update yea, I've somehow booked my solemnizer, tentative booked my venue, confirm my date, make up artist (still thinking if I should have one or just do a minor one myself haha), rental of gown and of course my wedding bands!! I've uploaded it on Fb and I love it so muchhh! I didn't know that the ring contains diamond carat as I'm not a diamond person till the sales girl laughed at me and say "this is not crystal.........." HAHAHA, so embarrassing!

Oh yeah. I came across this article and I find it rly cute thus would rly love to share with everyone. I believed most of you have read this before well for those who don't, fret not! Stroll down for moreeee! ENJOY!

The 26 Happiest Animal In The World.

1. This Elephant

Secret To Happiness: Ability to blow water out of nose; having no particular place to be.
Favorite Thing: Hurrying anyway.

2. Boo, The Pomeranian

Secret To Happiness: Seizing the day; seeing the silver lining; dressing up like a bear occasionally.
Favorite Thing: Literally everything.

3. This Rabbit

Secret To Happiness: Looking adversity in the face and squawking contentedly at it.
Favorite Thing: Apartment-grade carpeting.

4. This Seal

Secret To Happiness: An abiding awareness that life is a series of profound absurdities that are beyond his control and, more importantly, not his fault.
Favorite Thing: Mostly just seal stuff.

5. This Cat

Secret To Happiness: A high-minded and esoteric sense of humor.
Favorite Thing: Cat food.

6. This Crocodile

Secret To Happiness: Lives in a river.
Favorite Thing: Probably biting things.

7. This Dog

Secret To Happiness: An unshakeable belief that the simple things in life require all of our attention all of the time.
Favorite Thing: Drooling.

8. This Stoat

Secret To Happiness: Advanced hopping/pouncing ability.
Favorite Thing: Eating small rodents.

9. This Sloth

Secret To Happiness: Strong sense of self worth.
Favorite Thing: Looking smug.

10. This Squirrel

Secret To Happiness: Hard work; simple, old-fashioned, American values.
Favorite Thing: Being a homeowner.

11. This Seal

Secret To Happiness: Lives on the beach.
Favorite Thing: Jokes.

12. This Anteater

Secret To Happiness: Welcomes each new opportunity with open arms and a glad heart.
Favorite Thing: Ants, probably.

13. These Meerkats

Secret To Happiness: Delight in companionship.
Favorite Thing: Eating small rodents.

14. This Elephant Seal

Secret To Happiness: Good humor, kindness, relentless optimism, and a long floppy nose-like facial appendage.
Favorite Thing: Calamari.

15. This Owl

Secret To Happiness: Ability to see the fun side of everything; ability to rotate neck 270 degrees in either direction.
Favorite Thing: Eating small rodents.

16. This Dog

Secret To Happiness: Persistent, unmitigated enthusiasm without context.
Favorite Thing: Interrupting.

17. This Rabbit

Secret To Happiness: Getting it. Just getting it.
Favorite Thing: Seeing the bigger picture.

18. This Owl

Secret To Happiness: Wisdom, grace, refinement, and a philosophical temperament.
Favorite Thing: Eating small rodents.

19. This Owl

Secret To Happiness: An unabashed sense of wonder at the everyday marvels that the world has to offer.
Favorite Thing: Being a little owl.

20. This Ferret

Secret To Happiness: A healthy distrust of conformity when it comes to the important things in life, like headwear.
Favorite Thing: Dressing up like an idiot, apparently.

21. This Puffer Fish

Secret To Happiness: Taking life as it comes.
Favorite Thing: Being the second-most poisonous vertebrate on the planet.

22. This Baby Elephant

Secret To Happiness: Seeing each new challenge as an opportunity.
Favorite Thing: Rolling in trash.

23. This Duckling

Secret To Happiness: Buoyancy, levity, and an enviable knack for discovering joy in the little things.
Favorite Thing: Actually being one of the little things.

24. This Dog With Spaghetti On His Face

Secret To Happiness: A fierce, unshakeable hopefulness paired with a realistic understanding of his place in the world.
Favorite Thing: Licking spaghetti off own face.

25. This Bulldog

Secret To Happiness: Stopping to smell the roses; stopping to smell everything else.
Favorite Thing: Smelling things.

26. This Lamb

Secret To Happiness: Constant prancing.
Favorite Thing: Constant prancing.

I love how Boo, the Pomeranian, Elephant and the Lamb secret ways to happiness! Especially the Lamb, I wish life could be so easy that I would be able to constant prancing to stay happy.

That's life and society.
Grow up Annnnnnn

xoxo

Hello there! I hope this blog finds everyone well.
To be more exact, I don't blog anymore but I definitely will try to do it once in awhile otherwise, let's update via twitter!
https://twitter.com/#!/Helloannsy

Anyway a quick update!
I'M GETTING MARRIEDDDDDDDDDDDD!
I can't imagine I will be someone else's wife in 10 mths time and I don't know what to say haha. I remembered the vows I had w da tou of our marriage age etc.. I said that " I MUST GET MARRIED AT THE AGE OF 23!" Well, it doesn't rly come across my mind and I have alrdy delay my marriage say 25 yrs old but then everything just come naturally w him preparing all the stuff.
I believed is God's will and everything had planned for me way before. Some might think that everything is going too fast but we have been discussing upon it way ago. I didn't utter to anyone else as I thought things is not confirm (my flat). I only tell when things is more stable and confirm. He might not be a perfect boyf but I know he will be a perfect husband as time goes by before he becomes a father in 3-4yrs time haha?

The v common question where everyone started asking "are you sure? are you confirm he will be your husband? why are you getting married at such a young age?"

Well all I have to say is, I'm sure, I'm confirm he will be my husband and we have plans. Everything is just going accordingly to our plans and we are enjoying it.

For our plans wise, silent for now.
You guys will know when the time comes.

You know, I thought everything is as easy as ABC for solemnization but IS NOT EASY even though is a solemnization. We need to come out w those price list, venues although I would love to have a pool side solemnization but we still have to plan for wet weather as Dec mth is a raining season blabla..

I don't know, I just hope things will go smoothly as planned will do.
Alright shall update when the time draws nearer.

Lastly,
God, I leave it upon your hand.

Gd night peeps

xoxo.

Sometimes I wish the heart/love could be as simple and plain as what it shown above. I do not need nice good car, I do need you to be loaded. All I need was some little time from you or perhaps of you..

I know, I know, I know..
Whatever it is it seems nonsensical. Money is everything, w/o money you can't survive.. W/o money you can't even survive that tiny winy love. You have your point, I hear you, I get it. That's that kind of life you mean right and I have to suck it up for choosing this cause for so from the start I knew all this situation/feeling would cause.

I would just plainly envy ppl who get to spend time with their beloved love on just one day lying ard doing nothing.. But it seems so difficult on my end even a simple dinner. I have to wait everyday, thinking, hoping and I know, I understand WHY if it don't.
WORK, BUSY, for FUTURE.

With all this I totally understand but it just those sour thingy inside. I don't know why. Probably for all I could say, I'm a human being afterall.

You know dear diary, now I understand that rly precious 8hrs per week rly mean so much to me that I don't even bear to go home, seriously.

You feel me? I doubt so.

Good night.

A Letter from "Mom n Dad"...

My child,

When I get old, I hope you understand 'n have patience with me
In case I break the plate, or spill soup on the table because I’m losing my eyesight, I hope you don’t yell at me.
Older people are sensitive, always having self pity when you yell.
When my hearing gets worse 'n I can’t hear what you’re saying, I hope you don’t call me ‘Deaf!’
Please repeat what you said or write it down.

I’m sorry, my child.
I’m getting older.
When my knees get weaker, I hope you have the patience to help me get up.
Like how I used to help you while you were little, learning how to walk.
Please bear with me, when I keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me.
Please don’t make fun of me, or get sick of listening to me.

Do you remember when you were little 'n you wanted a ballon? You repeated yourself over 'n over until you get what you wanted.
Please also pardon my smell. I smell like an old person.Please don’t force me to shower.
My body is weak.
Old people get sick easily when they’re cold. I hope I don’t gross you out.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to chase you around because you didn’t want to shower.
I hope you can be patient with me when I’m always cranky. It’s all part of getting old.
You’ll understand when you’re older.
'n if you have spare time, I hope we can talk even for a few minutes.
I’m always all by myself all the time, 'n have no one to talk to.
I know you’re busy with work.
Even if you’re not interested in my stories, please have time for me.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear.
When the time comes, 'n I get ill 'n bedridden, I hope you have the patience to take care of me.
I’m sorry if I accidentally wet the bed or make a mess.
I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life.
I’m not going to last much longer, anyway.
When the time of my death comes, I hope you hold my hand 'n give me strength to face death.

'n don’t worry..
When I finally meet our creator, I will whisper in his ear to bless you. Because you loved your Mom 'n Dad.
Thank you so much for your care.
We love you. !


I came across this link and I thought is rly v meaningful to share w everyone. Although this is not the 1st time I'm reading it but each time I couldn't help but feel sour inside w tears after reading it. What I could say is.. Cherish and love your parents like how they cherish and love you when you're little.


Well, I'm set in delimma again. I got into something which every woman would wish for but somehow I have an answer w me now after consider it for the past few hrs.
):

Probably I do not know what's your take, your point but all I know even though I'm emotionally unstable, I will tune myself back asap when I have to get myself move to the next thing. You said that you're not aligned with my attitude yesterday which I simply drop a tear at the back myself w/o complain/uttering a single word to anyone. Nobody knows that cause I quickly wipe it asap but you happen to see it. You came to asked what happen twice, I told you nothing twice and so you fret up by saying "EH, NOTHING RIGHT, DEN CANCEL THE MEETING!!" After which you shouted at everyone saying "cancel the meeting, no point holding the meeting after that off you go after packing your stuff. I remembered very clearly before you left you said this to me "thanks ann" in a sarcastic manner". This two words simply just poke right through my heart.

You're such a nice person despite you told me alot of ppl cannot stand you. I can take all your "bad mood" moment, bomb and shoot me right through ask me to wake up my idea when I'm blur, scold me w a v fierce face when I done something wrong etc.. All this I can take it cause I know when I'm at fault, I should be scold. Even though sometimes you're in a bad mood, I asked you something, get bomb by you but is perfectly alright to me. At least at this part I tell myself, it will mould me stronger. Even though it was just only a short near 3 mths period working w you but all I know the knowledge and stuff that you teaches me nothing compare to my previous job and I'm sure I won't be able to find a second J when I leave this place.

Firstly, I do not know which part of it is my fault for you to say "thanks ann" and it makes me feel that i'm the whole cause for cancelling of the meeting. Secondly, you told A that you want to redraw me out from the launch event and you don't even bother to tell me face to face which set me thinking should or should I not continue for it. I told boyf the whole issue and he analysis out the whole thing for it. The sentence that strike me was "no matter what happen, she's your boss afterall. Since you are confused, call her instead, clarify if she needs you than sitting here waiting for things to drop" And so, I tried calling but I know you chose not to answer. I tried to call in the morning again probably you're busy so I drop you a text. After which I called B to ask her what should I do? Should I stay put or not? She advise me to go down face to face to talk/ask as J would wish to have it this way than call/text. Thus, I travel quickly all the way despite my fever cause I would just want to clear it all. The moment I asked "J, do you have a 5mins to spare?" Immediately she said "No, I do not have that 5mins to spare for you and I DO NOT wish to talk to you anything abt it. I alrdy settle all the things myself for this week and tmr's event so you take a break for the time being." And so I goes "do you still need me for tmr's event? When do you need me?" Your answer is "I do NOT want you to be in for tmr's event as I alrdy hire an extra manpower and you just take your break till whenever you wanna come in."

Well after which I hand over things which I suppose to hand and I left office. It sets me thinking, is there a need for you to do that? Is that a need for you to use such method if you want me to learn to be stronger? Simply no, what's the objective? what's the reason? Do you think is a mature way to do it? You told B that you're angry cause of I tear you want me to be stronger so it terms next time when I were to handle client how would I react?

Certain things you got to know. This is my weakness and I need time to learn and grow stronger. You don't expect me to change just overnight OR even by angry or redraw me out from the event could mould me better. Seriously, this is a v bad way to handle things especially me. You don't expect everyone to be the same or how you expect it to be and I'm v sure no matter what I've been fighting hard ever since I came in on the 1st day. I mayb not be v new BUT I'm still new to this trade. You said that you don't want me to affect the team morale and I do not know the seriousness of it. Do you think by cancelling the meeting, shouting ra ra-ing to everyone.. Who is the one is affecting the team? I know the impt and seriousness of this event but you just cut off my chance to prove to you just cause I TEAR. Have you think of the point of view that I'm having? Is not I don't wanna share w you just that at the moment I set my pirority for the meeting instead of telling you what happen. I definitely will just the matter of time for me to do so. You don't expect everyone to be as straight forward as you want them to be.

Seriously I felt that is between us by why is everyone being dragged down, worried for me. If you do not want me to join the event, tell me directly and if you're unhappy tell me directly too instead of me travel down all the way and to asking then you say you do not wish to talk anything abt it. I'm a human not a dog nor a toy. I do have a feeling and I would wish you could respect me like how I respect you. I mayb be easy w my decision and other stuff by all I know everyone has a limit.

At a later part when you're slightly in good mood, you send me a text asking me to sorted out my thoughts before we talk on Monday. It makes me feel so speechless and I do not know what you want now.
You said that your take is you do not want me to affect the team morale - okay fine. But have you think back from the start from day 1 till now, have I affect the team morale despite if I might be stress or even tear? I don't know, rly.

You said that you're not aligned with my attitude yesterday - attitude meaning I tear? Can't I "vent" myself out just by tearing? You can't expect me to be the way you want. I'm willing to mould myself stronger it just the matter of time

You do not want me to join the event - Have you consider how would I feel? All I know I'm v clear my my route in front. If I wanna do, I would put in my best effort and WOULD NOT let anything affect me despite mayb I might tear a little

I will and I'm willing to grow stronger but the qns back to you is "Will you willing to let me grow stronger? Will you give me the time to be?"


In terms of all I may not be v experience in working life but at least I know whenever I need analysis and thoughts, you would bring me through but telling me what should I do next and what should I not do next. That's working life.. Either you suck it up or you quit. I remember what boyf said yesterday "resign definitely is not the solution of all things. If you can overcome yourself and this den you will overcome everything"

Thanks Meow.








P:S// Likewise again, I'm not pin-pointing or scolding at anyone just that by typing out in my "diary" of how I feel rather than to run ard the circle inside me. That's it.

Hello helloooo! I know is pretty late to upload mid August event pictures but is always late than never right haha!! Partly I'm 40% busy 60% lazy thus I bet you get what I meannnnn!

Likewise shall talk less and let pictures do the talk! If you are my friends in fb you would have seen all this pictures way before but still I gonna upload into my blog to keep it active/alivee~

Somehow I forgot what's the date but is somewhere mid August for Hennesy Artistry Event @ Powerhouse. Kinda disappointed compared to the one at KL but well what can we compare right as sg with so much of limited lands blabla thus the space is pretty much constraints tooooo

Hennesy Artistry The Art of Global Mixing

An Hennesy Ice Sculpture of welcome shots before entering in.

Taggy

Nonetheless with such awesome event, I would definitely invite my babes along..
Corrin, Lijun and Zoe (She's late haha)





Oops not to forget my favourite party boys khakis too!
Aloy & Benny

Finally Zoe arriveeeee with her welcome shots shots shots

And so, after settling down, grab our table.. Grab as many drinks as possible... After that party start!









Slurps of drinksssss! Seriously there's some loser guys came over to our table to "beg" for free drinks from us while those boys went to the toilet HAHA

Hehe kinda off track awhile but should I go for hair extension? I'm kinda miss my longggg hair now hur hur!!!